家庭的舊故事

[ 近來家庭論壇給一些搗事閒人搗得烏煙瘴氣, 煩擾之餘, 祇有去翻些舊貼, 不時還找到些精品. 這篇早期的"匿名"作品, 不知仍會有人去認領? ]


遊客 148.87.1.x

發表於 2002-12-14 04:57

My True Story My story is not a very exciting one. I am from Hong Kong originally, and now I live in the U.S.A. My parents always wanted a daughter but they got me instead. I cannot even remember when I started wishing to be a girl. When I were young (early Primary School years), my parent bought me colourful and soft panties to wear. I remembered being laughed at by my neighbors. Growing up, I have a lot more female friends than male friends. I don't like sports and my favourite hobbies are playing the piano and drawing pictures. Whenever my friends have new hair styles or wear new clothes, I recognize that immediately. Even though I wish I were female, I seldom cross dress. I keep my desire in the "wishing" state. In this world, there are a lot things you cannot change, and being male or female is one of them. I accept that I am a male and try my best to live as a male. Every male has some "female" inside and every female has some "male" inside. We may have more "female elements" than other males. Instead of being a CD, TG..., I use my "female elements" to become a better person. I got married 4 years ago. My wife's parents actually wanted a son badly. She probably has more "male elements" than ordinary female. So, our marriage works out pretty well. I do most of the housework and keep our home neat and clean. My wife works really hard and usually comes home pretty late. I believe you don't need to be a CD or TG to really "live out" your female side. Whether you look like a female or not is not that important. The most important thing is to understand yourself and accept yourself. I have some comments about those "science fiction" stories posted in this web site. I don't like most of them. There are too much sex in the stories. I wish I were a girl, but I don't want to be a sex machine with devil's body and angel's face. Most of those stories are completely male fantasies. I'd prefer something more from the female prospective. If I have time, I will try to write one and post it on this site.